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a dark journey into the Light
By Josef
Genre: Adult/EroticAge range: 18years +
Approx. Length: 174 pages.
Publication Date: June 7, 2015.
Publisher: Fontaine Publishing Group.
Book Description:
This is a wonderfully entertaining, sometimes humorous, sometimes shocking, sometimes challenging, but always entertaining account of this man’s life. Many other men can only fantasize about what he has experienced. Could the variety and extent of his sexual world really belong to one man? How did he keep this side of his life secret? What triggerpoints in his life can explain his behaviour?
Excerpt
There
was a leather armchair in the corner across from me, and next to it some kind
of apparatus against the wall. I wasn’t sure what it was but it looked
like something you could use to restrain someone. It might be my first
time here, but I knew where I was and had some idea of what went on. Or at
least, I thought I did. It was like a large “X” shape and had small metal
eye hooks attached at various points. It had a foreboding look, but at the same
time I was excited and intrigued looking at it. I would later learn that
it’s called a St Andrews Cross, and I would come to love the view from it, with
my arms and legs spread, and my naked body shackled against it. But that
would all come later, as I dived headlong into the exciting world of
BDSM. For now I felt like a country rube that had been dropped into the
middle of Times Square.
There
were other various loose items around the room, on shelves and hanging from the
walls. There were masks, whips and dildos. Lots of leather. I
smiled to myself through my inebriated haze, ‘lots of leather, what did I
expect?’ Even without visiting a dungeon, everyone who thinks about it has the
stereotypical images of a mistress. Tall, dressed in tight leather
outfits, long leather boots, and the mandatory leather whip. But in the
end, mistresses come in all shapes and sizes and dress in all kinds of ways,
although always sexily. They are such delicious creatures.
After a
while I heard footsteps approach the door. It opened quietly and the
receptionist came into the room with my drink.
“Here
you are,” she said, handing me the glass. “The mistresses won’t be long
now. Make yourself comfortable.”
I
thanked her as she left the room, and drank my scotch, syphoning it through the
ice she had put in the glass and drained it in a gulp. I remember
thinking it was way too much ice, and made a mental note to pass on the coke
next time. I placed the glass on the table and stood up, wondering where
I’d be most comfortable, and whether I should be sitting or standing when the
mistresses came in. I decided to sit, and went to the other side of the
room and sat in the armchair, next to the St Andrews cross. The armchair
was facing the door directly, and diagonally opposite. I sat and
waited. My mind was numb with anticipation……and what the fuck was taking
so long! It was like time had gone into slow motion. I
couldn’t think anymore, wondering what was going to happen, and what it would
be like, so I tried to sit quietly, and waited.
More
footsteps; finally!
This
time when the door opened I got my first look at a Mistress.
Featured Review
Subtitled “a dark journey into the Light”, “50 Shades of Truth” is the story of one man’s journey through and out of the world of BDSM. Josef takes the reader through the incidents in his childhood that he feels precipitated his interest in the world of bondage and discipline and uses encounters from his 60 year journey to explain his path and the mental and emotional consequences that he is still working through.
Josef describes for the reader the life of lies and deceit that he was forced to live because of his participation in bondage. He details his encounters with transvestites, mistresses and gay men, and takes you through his thought processes during these encounters and afterward. The depth of his guilt and shame over these encounters is evident but also evident is the complete control that his urges for this type of behavior exhibited over him.
The writing in this book is top-notch. The writer’s style is clear and approachable and made the book easy to read. This book would, however, not be suitable for younger readers due to the language and the explicit descriptions of sexual scenes. Josef’s urges, as described here, feel like an addiction and as with most addictions he makes many attempts to change before finally being able to succeed with the help of a therapist. The struggle the author felt as he watched his urges destroy two marriages and several other relationships is palpable.
Josef also goes into great detail about how he views the role of the Catholic Church, where he was raised, in developing his feelings of guilt and shame about the activities which gave him such pleasure. He also goes into his views on how society’s attitudes toward sex make life more difficult for people like him. Josef points out to us the humanity of those people who are involved in the sex industry and presents them to us as people just wanting to have a life they can enjoy. Josef does not push the reader to want to participate in this world but he does push for it to be accepted by non-participants as a valid choice for an individual.
The obvious readers of this book are people who also engage in the world of bondage and enjoy reading about it. But I think this book could also be a good choice for people who would like a greater understanding of something they are not already familiar with and also for those who enjoy stories about people who struggle but find their victory in the end. Josef exposes some very ugly truths in his book and he bares his soul to his readers. I believe there are some who will take courage from this story and be able to apply that to their own lives. I tip my hat to Josef for being willing to share his story with the world and allowing his readers to make up their own minds about whether they are willing to change their viewpoints after reading it.
Reviewed at the Hungry Monster Book Review
Review:
**WARNING THIS BOOK CONTAINS VERY DETAILED ADULT SITUATIONS***
This arc was given to me for my honest review.
Reviewer: Felicia Henke
Having to wright Joseph's whole life story his therapist said it would help him deal with the issues he has. When he starts to wright his feeling about things started to make more sense. When this started he admitted this started at a young age and was harmless in primary school and maybe even before when he talked to his mother. 1988 turned out to be the year he first meet with a mistress nervous. There he would find out that he loved pain. He wants to be hurt. The mistress he had would be the one that he would meet again. He continued there he had a wife and was struggling with having two different loves. The love for his wife and the love for the rough double fishing with a trainee. Having to live two separate life's was a struggle.. He finally realizing that when he play doctor at the young age of four with a little girl was most likely when the obsession stared. No one explained why it was bad. 1997 was when he was with his first trainee. He was very nervousness but when they were together he blew his huge load all over her before for play was even over. He was ashamed and showered and left. But this would not be the only time. 2004 he met this trainee named Coco. That was his main one. He could open up to here he had true feelings. They would play dress up and put make up on. During the times he had he always wounded if he was gay or even bie. Through out his life he would encounter many different ppl.
Joseph has came to realize he's addicts to sex and all through his life and many different experiences he would still have questions on why..
This book for me was a eye opener, it told the story of why people go down this road. I feel as though reading this book for me I learned a few things. It was an ok book, but it was all over the place for me. This book was more about the sex and the story just wasn't enough for me.
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